I would be happy with where I am at this point in my life.
If I died tomorrow I would be okay with my current and past “ships”.
I know I have done everything I possibly could have done to try to fix any major screw ups along the way.
I’m good with it.
I hold no grudges.
I forgive others that were involved.
And most of all I forgive myself.
If I had to sit and watch a replay of my life, all the ups and downs, I would be okay with what I saw.
I don’t know what lies ahead, thats the fun part I suppose. I don’t know what new person I will meet or what sudden realization I will have.
I once was very planned I’m now very random.
I have learned to just let go, tho its way harder for some things then others.
I hear time heals, I suppose thats true. Thats a hard statement for someone as hard headed as me to swallow.
But time is the only given, thats the only constant in life, as long as we are still living “time” is still going. Everything else is, no matter how much we think differently, is unpredictable.
I guess me and time need to become friends, especially since I have no idea when it’s going away (tho I am certain it wont be Saturday).
So here is to time, the rapture, that chick behind my couch, funnel cakes, whoopie cushions and most of all the future. 😀