If I had the time that I had last year I could sit here daily and babble on about the innards of my head but alas I dont.
But these past two weeks have been particularly frustrating, its like every.bit.of.paperwork is due at the same time. And then to top that off I stuck my nose into something with Jason that I shouldnt have but I did and made it a little harder for him (and not the the way I was aiming). Him being frustrated with me led to him dropping the kids off 3 hours early on his last weekend here. The kids, especially Ian, has had a hard time since. He knows when mommy and daddy arent getting along and therefore he takes it out on everyone.
Top it off that I became seriously sick last week. One of the worest bladder infections the doctor had seen, I wont go into details of course but it was NOT pretty at all. I ended up missing 2 days of school, and in summer that equates to about 2 weeks. So I was screwed with that. My emotions were everywhere and to sum it up nicely I was a raging bitch.
The kids last day of daycare at their old place was last Thursday, Friday the started at the new one. When we went to go get them (dad and I cause I couldnt drive) I learned that Ian had bit twice at school. Thats not normal behavior for him but like I said, hes a bit of a hellion when he knows Jason and I are “fighting”.
Thankfully Jason had a chance to come up yesterday (he was sick too) and help me with the my math and the kids got to see him, plus and plus.
So today rolls around, didnt get much sleep lastnight because we were up late but I still felt wonderful. I got my homework done and it hammered out with Jason. So I headed to school, then work to have my boss sign something for me, then to ccms (they help with the daycare) then back to school, then work for the day.
I was happily going along until my stupid ccms worker calls. She tells me that the daycare (the old one) told her that the kids were no longer there. I said yes, I had spoken to her a week before they moved and she said to get all my fees paid (which kristen told me it was 131 +25) by the 5th. On the 6th she would call and make sure I had paid, then she would call and move the kids to the new place.
She informed me that no, she wouldnt have told me that (yup, I am that good at just making shit up apparently) and that I should have called and said I had paid and then she would move them over.
I told her I paid, I paid the director with a check the with exact amount she told me. She said she would call and comfirm.
So a couple minutes later she calls back and kind of gleefully tells me that she wont move the kids over until I pay my balance at the daycare. I said what balance, she says…wait for it people….4 dollars. I.was.livid. I asked who she talked to, she said who, I said I spoke with Kristen and paid what I was supposed to. She again told me that thats why I should have called and said I had paid. I again told her that if she would have told me to call I would have called but since she didnt tell me to call, just to make sure and pay I DIDNT CALL. OMG I was furious, can you tell?
So I hand up, call the daycare, talk to kristen. Tell her that I paid what she told me to pay and now all of a sudden I owe 4 more dollars. So she says to call the lady back and tell her that I paid over the phone. Serioulsy, is it that much of a jump for Kristen to look (or hell remember) that I paid the balance that she told me and to just okay it with the ccms worker? Or is it to much of a jump for the ccms worker to realize that I am not talking out of my ass and did what she requested of me?
I have no choice but to get help with daycare, the bill would be 750 a month which is a whole lot more then I can afford. But my goodness the hoops I have to jump through are rediculous. Did I mention that she refuses to except my work as an actual job because I dont get paycheck stubs? I guess my jobs just imaginary since its a local small business. Ugh, double ugh.
My final is this week, I need to study, get the thing done and over with. The house looks like a tornado went through it, laundry everywhere even though most of its clean. lol I have an outfit to shop for for a wedding and to clean, clean, clean this house. Its amazing how being out for almost a weeks turns everything upside down.
Looking forward to the upside week.